Autobiography.

2010-11-15T21:06:00.000+08:00

Ciao,

2010-10-28T01:50:00.000+08:00

22/10/10, class pictures

Ciao,

P/s , still got lots more of photos can't be bothered to upload anymore. -.-

2010-10-28T01:45:00.001+08:00

25/10/10, technical chalet.

26/10/10, class webcams.

27/10/10, mommy's birthday, webcam class.

Ciao,

2010-10-25T00:24:00.000+08:00

Up next class chalet, then Halloween. :)

East Coast Park, 23.10.10

Ciao,

2010-10-19T19:01:00.000+08:00

Town with Pamela & Gina, 15/10/10

Malaysia with mom,dad & maid, 17/10/10

Town with Jiaen & joanne yesterday, 18/10/10. :D

2010-10-01T18:06:00.001+08:00

I realize i tend to cry so easily ! :(

Ciao,

2010-09-23T20:49:00.001+08:00

Am i choosing everything right? Things doesn't seem so right.

Ciao,

Total mess.

2010-09-19T21:06:00.000+08:00

Town today, dad went to alter his suit. & brother wants to repair his iphone. Mom bought her clothes, while i didn't get anything accept food ! I couldn't remember the jacket was at which shop, darn it & dad doesn't want to shop ! He wants to go home. -.-
Ate Marche for dinner, took pictures but something is wrong with my brother's memory card ! I can't upload it! (*^@*&^#@ ! :/

School tomorrow the horror, oh dear ! Art is seriously driving me nuts already ! :(
I have to start studying already exam is about 2 weeks time & i hasn't study. Just hope i pass everything.I'm useless. Don't know what is seriously wrong with me, i felt like i'm going crazy already. The feeling is just always there, always not knowing what to do.I'm seriously dumb. :(

Ciao,

Lost in directions, i need help seriously.

Someone save me !

2010-09-18T12:47:00.001+08:00

School yesterday was pretty fine i guess?
The changes of my class subjects is totally from bad to WORST ! -.-

After school, meet up with Jiaen & Joanne in the canteen. Chit chatted awhile as it was raining pretty heavily then headed for Joanne's house. Jiaen helped her to choose what to wear for yesterday. :)
Then headed home prepared & stuff, next headed off to town to catch our movie Resident Evil. Suppose to watch our movie at 3.30 but we missed it & so watched it at 4.40. The movie was totally awesome, can't wait for the next one to come out ! :D

After movie send Joanne to the MRT, then Jiaen & I went shopping. & dear god, i bought a zara top & i forgot to take it ! Darn it ! #*(&@#*(&# ! :(
Lucky it's not the leather pants that i wanted to buy man ! But still simply DEPRESSED, i loved that freaking top a lot ! :(

Got shocked 3 times yesterday ! :(

Ciao,

Zara. :(

2010-09-16T20:56:00.000+08:00

I never fail to fall asleep during my maths lesson. -.-
& freaking asshole Pamela once again did not attend school today ! #&*!&*^$&*@ !
After school stayed back with Vanahn to do our SPOL. Then after that went to meet Amanda & primary school classmate for Hari Raya at Zalifa's house. :)

Reached home not long, exhausted !

Ciao,

2010-09-15T21:47:00.001+08:00

School is T.E.R.R.I.B.L.E, oh how i wish i was still in NT that i can leave the freakingly school just next year but now i have to suffer another 2 years ! :/

I went home so freaking early today & wow i can't imagine if i were to go home like that next year ! Oh my god ! :(

& how i dislike people not knowing me & giving me those dumb attitudes for nothing, totally as i owe them in their previous life. They're simply lame. -.-

Ciao,

Paranoid.

2010-09-12T15:44:00.001+08:00

I wonder how people tends to let go so easily while i can't ? It seems so easy to be done but then why is it so difficult for me? I tried so hard to let go, but i just couldn't. I wanna give up but i can't & it's seriously driving me nuts. If only god really created us, humans with a function where we could just say 'delete' at a certain memories that we wouldn't want to remember since it's seriously agonizing our life. Wouldn't life be absolutely better? Why do such horrifying things always to held on me? I find myself silly & pathetic. Probably I'm just really naive like everyone said simple minded. :)

Oh dear, i shouldn't use the computer for the next couple of weeks, exams is drawing near & i hasn't been studying yet ! I didn't better start studying already, my grades have been degrading real badly ! I used to be top 5 in class & now oh my god!

Off to cousin's house.

Ciao,

Envious.

It's obvious you're in love with another. :)

Good luck with it then.

2010-09-11T13:39:00.003+08:00

I hope the next IT fair does sell my cannon EOS 7D SLR! Pray hard, finger crossed! :(
Oh god, i'm so eager to grab hold my my camera soon ! Daddy & my brother is gonna teach me how to really use it ! :D
Maybe dinner with HuiQin & friends later on. :D

Ciao,

I tried so hard but it just doesn't work.
I miss you really, just can't face you some how ! :(

2010-09-09T10:47:00.000+08:00

Over slept for my maths remedial lesson, bathed & stuff got out of the house & to the bus stop planning to either take a cab or a bus. But f* none of them came ! & so i ended up going home again, & then a freaking cab drove pass me went i don't need a cab already ! Hell with it ! && it's only 10.40 in the morning,i could totally have slept till 12 plus ! -.-

Oh well it's alright anyway i'm going out later on ! :)
My mom should have born with a higher EQ ! -.-
There's IQ but no EQ it's pointless !

Ciao,

I swear i will give up right now. :)

2010-09-08T13:42:00.001+08:00

Being lectured early in the morning by my Chinese teacher, just simply great. :)
Oh ya daddy finally bought me my camera, cannon ! But then dad says that the function isn't that good & he's gonna buy me a better one! Wish come true man !

Ciao,

I actually felt much happier now.

I'm so silly, i should have long heed my friend's advices.

2010-09-07T19:46:00.000+08:00

I got up with a total shock after thoughts running through my mind, where's the laptop?! I thought dad brought it to the office & so i ran out of the room searching about where's the computer. & it's in the dining room. -.-

& it's about the right time to wake up to ask my friends if they wants to have lunch with me. Then we all agreed on having lunch at Astons. Prepared bathed & stuff out i go meeting them at Ang Mo Kio for lunch.Ate Prime ribeye, & it was heavenly delicious. Joanne had pork chop & jiaen chicken chop. After lunch off we headed to Huiqin's house to chitchat with her. Then 5 plus, we headed home. :)

I shall plan a vulnerable picnic or outing went they finishes their N level. :D

Oh dear almighty god, can you please let me grow as tall as my 2nd or 3rd brother or even my cousin or my dad? My 1st brother is way to tall, i don't want to grow that tall ! Oh pleaseeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee almighty god ! :(

Ciao,

Oh gosh, i can't take it anymore !

I should long heed my friend's advices.

Just way to precious,

2010-09-06T13:24:00.000+08:00

As days, hours, minutes & seconds, it drew nearer that school is ending soon. & friends are slowly leaving the school soon. How i wish time could just stop at the moments where we all had so much fun & laughter. I don't think i can make it through the years i have left in secondary without my friends, they are way to precious to me. They're always the ones that i share my burden, my laughter, my agony. They have always been there when i needed them but soon they simply fading away in my life. Friendship being drew apart then slowly we will just once again being strangers. I shouldn't be sad or crying but i can't help tears rolling down my cheeks. Thinking of them leaving the school breaks me down.

I can't bare to part with them yet, i haven't done patching them up together yet like what we were all like in secondary 2, the laughter. Clear all the misunderstanding we all had in secondary 3. It's my fault for all those dumb misunderstanding that caused the gap between all of them.

Ciao,

Sadness filled within me.

Fuck my life. :(

2010-09-05T00:19:00.000+08:00

Freak,my mom tricked me into watching a charity show just now & i almost fell asleep inside! & they show is in chinese & some dialect that i seriously don't understand. & most of all she told me that we're going to watch a movie ! Darn it ! -.-

Ciao,

Depressed, depressed, depressed ! :(

2010-09-03T21:09:00.000+08:00

Yes, last day of school BUT tons of homework ! -.-
& tomorrow there's freaking chinese tuition in the morning ! Torture me. -.-
Oh & great i got my results today & i failed 2 subjects, chinese & science. & my teachers said i used to be in the top 5 but now my grades had gone bad ! I shall now study hard & pass my examination & get my position back ! :)

Thinking of my friends leaving the school in a few months times, makes me wanna cry or okay i did cry, wtf. I just can't bear to part with them ! I will treasure them with all my heart ! :(

Ciao,

Depressed ! :(

I will miss you too. :/

2010-09-01T22:24:00.003+08:00

Back home ! :D
I had splendid time ice skating, it was fantastically fun & awesome ! :)
I felled down 6 times & got my butt all wet ! But i still had a terrific time ! :D

Great,school tomorrow ! :(

Ciao,

2010-08-31T19:15:00.001+08:00

Teacher's day's performance today was pretty good ! :)
School ended almost the same time but at least there's holiday tomorrow! Lucky there is or i would be totally cursing the principal once again. :)
We all chose ice skating tomorrow ! Can't wait, i hope it would be awesome ! :)

Primary outing today is pretty fun, i enjoyed it. :)
& there would be another primary outing on the 17 September, great ! :D

Ciao,

Phobia ! :S

2010-08-30T19:12:00.001+08:00

Arrggghhh, where should we go on Wednesday ! :/
Teacher's day is tomorrow, going back to my primary school teachers ! <3 ! :D

Dear face, can't you be less chubbier? :/

Ciao,

Awkward. :O

2010-08-28T15:39:00.002+08:00

It's a Saturday & I'm stuck at home feeling all that bored ! Freak, i should have made plans with my friends yesterday. :/

Ciao,

I realized that you're happier than before. :)

2010-08-27T18:54:00.002+08:00

I wanna watch The Expendables so badly while I'm ill & now I'm pretty much okay to much the movie, i found out it's M18. Fuck my life. Fantastic. -.-

Can't wait for next Wednesday outing, ice skating ! :D
&& YES, my mom says that we might be going to Australia, Sydney on September holidays! Excited* Hopes we are REALLY going. -.-

Ciao,

Goosebumps after thoughts of yesterday's chat ! :/

2010-08-26T18:50:00.000+08:00

Maybe i should stick to eating oat after i recover, it's pretty good for dieting !
& next all i need a little exercise to burn off my useless fats ! :D

I should eat lesser oily food next time. :)
Lesser crackers & stuff, lesser of everything that makes weight gain ! :)

Ciao,

I'm shocked & thoughts are running through my mind ! :O

2010-08-25T22:54:00.000+08:00

School today & Pamela didn't go to school ! -.-
But still pretty fine ! I had a awesome time making others life miserable. :D
After school, meet Jiaen & co. then when home bath & stuff and headed for amk. :)
I have been eye-ing on the heels at code red for soooooooo LONG ! But i don't really find it worth buying as i don't really wear heels very often ! But SO NICE & most of all it's so COMFY to wear ! :(

After that Serangoon to buy Snooker's dog food ! I find my dog's life so ultra good ! All the food he eat, all the toys he play that's all he need to do. His life is somehow better then mine ! What the hell ! -.-

Ciao,

Paranoid. :/

2010-08-23T16:49:00.000+08:00

When to school today but ended up taking early leave. Retarded, i know. Lol.
But actually it's mostly like i don't wanna take my detention today, my skin, it's hurting me & it's peeling off ! Pain ya know ! :/
&& the detention was like for the two week ago that i was late for school !
It's like what the f* , after 2 weeks later i still have to go for my detention! -.-

Oh well, i'm gonna skip it for a few days again ! :D

Ciao,

You don't even care anyway. :)

2010-08-22T14:53:00.002+08:00

Yes, bitches T ( Pamela & Terrence ) visited me today ! :D
Thanks for visiting me eh ! Much appreciated ! ^^
Hope they have a good time kicking Arvin's butt in the church, that's so gonna be awesome man! They should kick more ! :)

Thanks, bitchy tan for the flower & the card eh ! :D
Thanks, bitchy tay for the fruits. :)
Thanks, jiaen & joanne for visiting me the other day ! :D

Much appreciated ! :D

Ciao,

Maybe i should give up thinking about you. :)

It's rather stupid anyway. :)

VEGETARIAN, awesome. NOT ! -.-

2010-08-21T21:15:00.000+08:00

It's freaking weird that how people are liking my status in facebook when what i am writing are about how tormenting i am now. -.-

Chinese doctor, no meat for a month ! Just vegetarian for a MONTH ! -.-
Chinese tuition, as usual i almost fell asleep. Always so boring. I should just take up basic chinese instead ! But i passed my chinese. Lol. :/

Ciao,

2010-08-21T11:27:00.002+08:00

Why do others enjoy while i suffer man ! -.-

Early in the morning wake me up, lying to me that my momma came already to pick me up to see the chinese doctor then after doctor just have to make my life a living hell by having chinese tuition. Seriously, what's with chinese?! -.-
My life is seriously agonized for sure or maybe not?

Maybe i should go to school on monday eh? Oh to lazy too. Forget it, i will sleep through it then? That's life. :)

Ciao,

2010-08-20T16:19:00.002+08:00

Dear disgusting, please get off my body as soon as possible it's driving me crazy ! & i wanna go back to school without having to do tons of homework for the days i have been absent for. & because sick, i have totally became a vegetarian ! I hasn't been eating eats for day(s) ! I'm going crazy soon man ! Teacher called today & asked me to return to school. Actually i think i'm able to go back to school long ago? & maybe i should go back to school on monday ? I don't know. I'm seriously am bored staying at home staring in front of the computer all day long, facebook-ing, watch drama series, blogging & eating tasteless foods. I learned my lesson on how important school is. School is a place where i can spend my time with my friends & not get bored doing the same thing everyday, everyday in school different things are some how installed for us. :O

I missed my friends & the laughter(s) i had in school. :(

Ciao,

& i missed not seeing you, but well i shouldn't but ya i missed you. -.- _|_

2010-08-19T16:12:00.002+08:00

My day at home isn't that bad, Jiaen & Joanne came to visit me ! Hahahah ! :D
But still i wanna go back to school soon or just recover soon so that i don't have to stay at home all day long facing the computer everyday! :(

Ciao,

2010-08-18T16:24:00.000+08:00

I can seriously ROT ! Doing the same routine all over again every single day !
I freakingly need to get out of the house soon ! I will be bored like #*^*&#^ ! :(
I hope my friends will come & visit me soon eh ! :/

Ciao,

2010-08-17T18:05:00.002+08:00

I swear i go for a international buffet after i get well from this sick man !
Eat all i can, the food i'm eating now is T.E.R.R.I.B.L.E ! :(
I need to eat YUMMY food ! :(

2010-08-17T10:49:00.003+08:00

Another day to the doctor, both chinese & western. -.-
I don't like getting sick but at the bright side i lose 2kg ! Heheheh ! ^^

2010-08-17T09:15:00.001+08:00

I can practically go nuts staying at home ! -.-
I'm so freakingly paranoid for i don't know what reason.
This the time where i really do want to go to school !
(*#&(*&* &*685237 ! -.-

& it's only 9.15am & i can't freakingly sleep ! -.-

Ciao,
i should learn to get over you. -.-
I'm feeling rather pathetic !

2010-08-15T23:02:00.000+08:00

2010-08-15T19:12:00.000+08:00

Fuck, i take back my words of wanting a holiday soon ! :(
My back it's killing me ! :(

I hope it will go away soon ! :/

Ciao,

2010-08-12T22:13:00.002+08:00

I hope there's a another holiday soon ! :/

Ciao,

2010-08-10T20:49:00.000+08:00

So long my to my holiday, back to school life ! Just great ! -.-

Ciao,

2010-08-09T21:32:00.001+08:00

Boon Keng for lunch with grandpa & family > Orchard (OG) > Send Grandpa & cousin home > kovan > Orchard, buy my CLOTHES from F21 ! :D

Finaly tried & bought my dress ! <3

Ciao,

2010-08-09T01:13:00.002+08:00

Dhoby ghaut > lunch > istana > TCC Cafe > Shaw house watch last airbender > fareast > Home
Didn't manage to try my dress again. Fuck it. -.-

Ciao,

2010-08-08T01:20:00.003+08:00

Shopping today, tampanies then town. :)
But only bought a bag, wanted to try the dress at forever 21 but no time. :/

Ciao,

2010-07-30T22:16:00.000+08:00

Watched Bloog Pledge with Jiaen, HuiQin & Joanne just now. :)
Now i have to pray hard that i wouldn't get nightmares ! :(
Common test is up next week, got to study.

Yesterday, cheered & ran 2.4 with my classmates while i wasn't feeling well. I must CRAZY ! -.-
Now i'm having terrible body ache, flu & cough. Just terrific. :/

Ciao,

2010-07-28T12:09:00.000+08:00

School today, i took a cab fetched Pamela & headed to school. Got off the cab & went to buy food on the way we met Jiaen & togerther we went to buy foods. :)
First lesson, chinese we created choas in class. & Pamela was send to R center. I wanted to tag along too the teacher wouldn't allow . :(
Next was Social Studies, chit chatted through ou the whole lesson then recess, when to wash my bag as i spilled vodka all over my bag. Thanks to the alcoholic chocolate i brought for Pamela. -.-
Had a long nice chat with Pooja & friends in the hall after recess. Happy * ! :D
Now, computer lab doing research on Elvis Presley. :)

Yesterday, school at first was bored. Then in middle the atmposhere in class got better.
I had my laughter back after so many months i fianlly laughed so freakingly happy, thanks my bitch ! :D
But sadly we got CWO for a freaking week ! For a really dumb reason, the principal is really nuts / bongkers, really mad. Totally insane ! -.-
After school went to the General Office happily but i look out of the glass door my blood seriously started boiling man, they just had to destory my fucking mood. & made me break my record of not scolding so much bad words afer so long. I have never been so angry after so long ! _|_
Cleaned the gate railings at level 1 after we are done, looked for jiaen & huiqin, bought food chit chatted then headed home. :)

Finally watching my Despicable Me after so long ! :D

Ciao,

Hate seeing you with her ! _|_

2010-07-26T20:16:00.000+08:00

School today & i thought i was late for school. Luckily i wasn't . :)
After school, math remedia then movie, The Sorcerer's Apprentice with Pamela. The show was nice, after show ate prata & talked to 3 really random people. First was a sweet old couple then next a really random lady ! They sat next to us while having our lunch.
& next the movie that i didn't manage to watch, Despicable Me ! :)

From now i on, i will try hard to study. Common test next week, i surely am gonna fail it with flying colours ! :(
I will force myself to study ! Concentrate studying is my first priority now. Think of others later or just forget it. -.-

Ciao,

I tried hard to forget about you but i failed too.

When i try my heart shatters & you kept trigging my mind.

I just can't , but i will try too till i forget you once & for all. :)

2010-07-24T22:07:00.001+08:00

I wished there's some sort of technology were there's just a zap, you will be able zap away the unwanted feeling I'm feeling now. Or maybe a drink or something. & then i wouldn't feel all that terrible inside now. :/

Didn't manage to watch Despicable me yesterday, the tickets were SOLD OUT ! :(
& so dinner then went home ! I don't like my chubby face or my chubby size ! Must continue losing weight! :/

Ciao,

2010-07-22T22:15:00.000+08:00

Yes, my parents finally came back home already ! :)

School is boring, every math lesson i seriously would fall asleep ! -.-

Chinese, chit chatting. Chemistry i would concentrate for sure. PE, stayed in class see some videos. History, finish up homework. :)

This past few days my things kept on went missing even things i borrowed from my friends went missing. Wow, curse the people who stole my stuff. -.-

Yes, i'm gonna watch despicable me ! :D

Jealousy kills.

Ciao,

2010-07-21T18:53:00.000+08:00

I don't like her.

Ciao,

2010-07-20T18:26:00.000+08:00

I need / have to lose 8 kg(s) ! I must try my best to lose weight already, i'm sick of being fat already ! :/

2010-07-20T17:42:00.000+08:00

Today walked to school with Pamela Tan today & it's so freakingly tiring ! :/
& our chinese scolded "knn" ! Oh my god, this is the first time i heard a teacher scolded vulgarities & she started it first ! :O

After 3 weeks i finally study ! :D

&& I'm so fucking ... & annoyed ! _|_

Ciao,

2010-07-19T19:32:00.000+08:00

Oh man, i hate it when my parents goes out of town ! I would always be late for school ! Like today i took a freaking cab to school & yet i'm still late for school, damn it. -.-

Ciao,

2010-07-14T22:47:00.000+08:00

Since you don't even care anymore, than just forget it.
Life still have to go on. :)

Need to get a life, seriously.

2010-07-14T22:38:00.000+08:00

How's life for me, it sucked to the core. It's s total tipsy turn. -.-
& life is getting real weird where people out of sudden became so close to each other, freaky.
I wonder what's seriously is going on with life.

I think i will fail all my subjects during exam even though it's too early to say.
I can't concentrate studying, the class is bored as teachers made it this way.
My life is in a total mess & i don't know what to do. FML.
Why does life seems to be even worst now.

Need to get my life back. Something is seriously wrong with me & my life.
Annoying small kid is creeping me out, need to find a way to get rid of that dude. -.-
&& got to find something to distract myself & kill time. :/
Most of all, try to get my friendliness & sociable mood back. It's been disappeared for 2 freaking long years. -.-

Wanna watch blood pledge & despicable me ! Waiting for friends to decide the date, time & venue. :/

Ciao,

2010-07-08T22:28:00.000+08:00

How i wish i could amend all the stupid / wrong things i have done. :/
If only a chance or even better a time machine? Maybe life for me would be much better?
I didn't better just leave everything behind & get back on track. Just wasting my time.

Ciao,

2010-07-02T22:30:00.001+08:00

School, it just had to be all that BORING !
Freaking stingy new principal doesn't give us Youth Day Celebration ! STINGY ! :(

After school, wanted to head for Zara sales with 1st brother & mom but i didn't! :/
I shall just have to go for the sales another day then, hope the sales would last longer ! :/
& so movie with Pamela at Ang Mo Kio, Eclipse. & Pepper Lunch, Dinner. :)
Fucking Pamela loss my FILE ! It contains practically all my homework in it, the file is new & 3 new pen ink.
& my freaking art piece with i draw is inside too ! Oh man, darn it ! :/

Ciao, forgetting.

It's time for me to forget before i really can't.

Just simply seem totally pointless to keep on thinking.

& in a few months everyone is leaving this school already,

including YOU.

2010-06-29T23:33:00.000+08:00

Some how i'm sick of my life ! Life can't just be any better. :/

2010-06-12T18:39:00.002+08:00

Moving on.

2010-06-06T17:17:00.001+08:00

Great Singapore Sales, here i come ! :D

Ciao,

Losing of fat(s) in progress !

2010-06-02T14:33:00.000+08:00

Seriously have to freaking lose weight already ! My face is getting way to fat already ! :/
Yes, finally JIAEN is coming back from Hong Kong ! & that's when i go be on a freaking diet & lost weight with her already ! I must lose weight ! Cannot wait any longer before i really turns into a HIPPOPOTAMUS ! Lose weight.. :/

Starting from today ! :/

Ciao,

2010-05-28T23:34:00.000+08:00

Finally it's HOLIDAY ! Where i can i sleep all i want ! :)
& oh dear, my parents are back from their overseas trip. :/
&& the worst thing is even though it's holiday i have got nothing to do !
Jiaen went overseas, Hong Kong ! Oh man. I'm gonna be hell bored ! :/
Maybe i should get a job myself & work ! Oh god ! :/

GGS, waiting for Jiaen to come back badly ! Shopppppinnnnngggg ! :D

Ciao,

2010-05-23T17:45:00.002+08:00

Baked muffins today ! :)
Nafa test tomorrow. :(

Ciao,

2010-05-21T11:57:00.002+08:00

Currently at Simei ITE, had lots of fun for the past 2 days. :)
Computer at home SPOILED ! :/

Dinner with Huiqin & friends tonight ! :)

Ciao,

2010-05-19T16:19:00.001+08:00

School today was pretty without that annoying bitch. :/
But oh well i had my peace of sleeping throughout all classes! Heheheh! :D
Headed home right after school. :)

Oh FUCK, ITE trip tomorrow. I shall pray hard that i don't see anyone ! :(
&& parents going overseas tomorrow ! Whoo hoo ! x)

Ciao,

I felt really happy but some how at the same time feeling really sad.

& also some how think you shouldn't talk to me. :/
Maybe cousin shouldn't help us.

2010-05-18T20:05:00.001+08:00

School today & as usual almost being late for school. :/
Sleep & sleep & sleep like a pig throughout all the lessons ! I just don't seems to have enough SLEEP ! :/
Had all my mid year exam result today ! I manage to pass every subject except for fucking express MATH ! :(
After school, lunch with Jiaen & Joanne then headed home real early today. :/

English - 68/100
Math (NA) - 70/100
Math (EXPRESS) - 26/100   Pathetic ! :/
Science (total) - 65/100
Humanities - 59   :(
Chinese - 51/100   Miracle ! Lol.
Art - 75/100

How i wish i could drop my express math ! :/
Parents going overseas in 2 days time ! :(

Ciao,

2010-05-17T23:57:00.001+08:00

Today when to school, fell asleep lots of time during classes.
End of school, headed to Ang Mo Kio ate & walked around with Jiaen & Joanne! :)
Joanne bought her stuffs & i finally did my eyebrow threading ! Yay ! :D
Headed home, played computer then parents called prepared & headed out ! :D
Ate at the same Japanese restaurant 2 years ago, Tamon at Katong. :)

Sunday, when to HuiQin's house ! :)

Saturday, out with little cousins to vivo. They wanna go shopping & i ended up waiting in the same shop, Zara for 3 freaking HOURS ! :/ But i ended up buying a new top ! Heheheh ! :D
After that had dinner with relatives at no signature seafood restaurant & it taste like SHIT ! _|_

Don't have daddy photo! First brother, when NS ! Fuck it ! :/

3rd

2nd brother

Mummy

Jiejie Miah

Jiejie Jessamine

cousin & i !

Ciao,

2010-05-15T13:45:00.001+08:00

Today, out with cousins to Vivo City. 3 person ask me out today, but my little cousins asked me first! :/
I think i will be able to accompany Huiqin to chomp chomp tonight. :)
Had tuition early in the morning today, fuck i thought i could just sleep a little longer! :(

Yesterday's dinner celebration for JIAEN & kinda for my advance birthday ! :D
Freak, yesterday we waited for the queue for 1 hour & 15 minutes! & the freaking food for 45 minutes!
Goodness gracious we totally waited for 2 HOURS ! *(%&$%(*& !
But we all enjoyed our food, throughout the whole dinner we kept laughing! :)
Everybody kept telling jokes ! Heheheh! :D

Fuck, i need to lose some weight. My face is fat as a FREAKING PIG already! :(

Ciao, going out soon already! :/

2010-05-14T16:28:00.000+08:00

Yes, examinations finally/ officially ended today! :)
&& it's also too jiaen's Birthday, Happy sweet 16 birthday to her! :D
Out with Jiaen & friends later on to Cathay ! :)

Ciao, 3 days more ! ;D

2010-05-12T16:21:00.000+08:00

Fucking hell late for exams today, i thought it starts at 10.40 but actually 10.25! (*#&#$^ !
Rushed out to take a cab && ran all the way to class! Fuck it ! -.-

Out with friends later on. :)

Ciao, 5 days! :D

2010-05-11T14:03:00.000+08:00

Physic was pretty much a piece of shit today?
After exam, waited for jiaen & friends with Pamela. :)
&& had breakfast serangoon garden circle's Macdonald. :)

Tomorrow maths which start at 10.40 which also meant that i could sleep a little longer! ::D

Ciao, 6 more days ! x)

2010-05-10T18:45:00.000+08:00

Today had 2 examinations to do & both are a total disaster! :/History was actually pretty good, but out sudden i forgot all the things i learned! #^$%(&^%&* ! :(
Express math was totally a piece of shit, i think i only knew how to do 2 questions?! & the rest was like either i left it blank or i scribble some sort of a nonsensical answer? & some of the questions were never taught before when i totally see the paper i totally went blank thinking how the hell do i know how to do those questions when i didn't even learn it before. This is totally ridiculous, unacceptable! -.-

Yesterday was Mother's DAY, i love my momma! She always gave me the best for everything! :)
& without her, i wouldn't even be in this world. She's the one who brought me life into this world, providing with all the love & care i needed! :D
Daddy went overseas, India ! & on the 20 or 22 my mom & dad going overseas again, china.
What the fuck? Always seems to be not around? :/

Tomorrow physic, just pray really hard that i would just pass it! :/

I hate flabby cheeks && i seriously have to lose weight already ! :(
Hohoho, i know what to buy for Jiaen already but had no ideal where is sold at! :/

Ciao, 7 days more to my BIRTHDAY! :D

2010-05-08T18:42:00.000+08:00

Today, woke up early in the morning to prepare for cousin's wedding at fullerton hotel!

Yesterday, when to school for Social Studies examination && i studied the wrong chapter! :(
School ended at 9 plus for me, then slacked with my classmates wanted to have Macdonald with them but sadly i couldn't, didn't have enough time too going out with Jiaen & friends!
Watched I.P Man 2, the movie was awesome ! Did shopping too, bought 2 shirt & a dress! :)

Ciao, the weather is humid! :/

2010-05-06T16:22:00.000+08:00

Today school, study study study! After school maths remedial for half an hour then angmokio.

Yesterday, school then study study study then took early leave & dental appointment took retainer.
Teeth hurts like #^#%&$(%& !

Ciao, social studies tomorrow damn it!

2010-05-04T18:23:00.000+08:00

There's no holiday today, oh well went to school with my huge bag filled with books today! :/

I wasn't in a good mood in the morning as for why I had no ideal?
I asked so JERK FUCK not to irritate me but that fucking dick wouldn't listen to me that i screamed at him? He deserves it anyway. As his mouth just wouldn't stop talking like everyday? Oh well. & I hasn't really scolded anyone for a really LONG time, so i guess just maybe my attitude is a little better now? :O
Sure wouldn't want to piss me off, i will totally go INSANE alright!

Maths remedial after school, ended then bought lunch & headed HuiQin's house.
Then chit chatted for awhile then headed home, & now I'm super duper tired! :/

Awhile more i will continue forcing myself to study for fucked up examinations! #(*$^&$#^$

Happy Birthday to me in 13days time & Jiaen's in 10 days time! Hohoho! :D
& i didn't better stop TORTURING myself already! :(

Ciao, study study! Exam do end soon alright! :/

2010-05-02T23:09:00.000+08:00

Today i finally studied for my examinations which is miracle? As exam starts again this friday!
Tomorrow doesn't have school, holiday awesome ! :D
Steamboat with friends tomorrow, can't wait! :)

Ciao, weather is seriously WARM! :(

Fuck the WEATHER! :/

2010-05-01T16:21:00.000+08:00

The weather is seriously terrible & i think i'm gonna be sick soon! :(
Out with parents just now to Suntec city. For now take a nap then study?

Ciao,

2010-04-30T23:51:00.000+08:00

I'm fat! :/

2010-04-30T23:30:00.000+08:00

School today as per normal, & it's pretty fine i guess? But really sleepy, i kept falling asleep!
After school, pizza hut with Jiaen, Joanne & Pamela. :)
In the evening, dinner with HuiQin! :)

Out with my friend sure makes me grow fatter, we all kept eating non-stop! :/
I need to lose weights, kg(s) ! & also thanks to my brother's friends to be models, I'm practically being badly said to be fat everyday! Fuck it ! -.-
& i, zihui declares on bankruptcy already! I hope my 3 brothers would pay me back my fucking MONEY! -.-

Ciao, oh well for now study study study! I can do it! :)

One day, i just wouldn't love you anymore.

& soon you wouldn't be bothering me or my life anymore.

But just leaving me behind a huge scar & maybe some good old memories.

I pretty much think i should be in agony! My life totally sucks in everyday? -.-

Global warming! Stop EDUCATION! :(

2010-04-29T15:54:00.000+08:00

Man, i hate the weather alot! A minute cooling & a minute EXTREM HOTNESS! :/

& always making me taxi around! As if i'm that rich too, also due to rain the rain, i can't go out with my friends! I hate the weather alot! >:(

School have been giving lots & lots, stacks & stacks of WORKSHEET! That causes to global warming, they should stop education because it's harming earth! :(

Ciao, bad weather bad weather!

I think i should really give up for hope.

It just seems pointless?

Goodbye BRACES ! Hello STRAIGHT TEETH! :D

2010-04-28T18:53:00.001+08:00

Today school as usual but this morning annoying PAMELA TAN came to my house in the morning & also got me late for school! & i freaking hell booked a taxi to school thinking that we would be late but luckily no! -.-
& YES, i finally got off braces! Goodbye braces! Hello straight teeths! Hehehehehehhe! :D

Yesterday, chinese exam is really hard ! Alll i could do is pray hard that i would just pass? :/
After the chinese examination saw a message from Jiaen that she's going home & so Pamela & i headed off to Bishan for lunch at Cafe Cartel & catched a movie " The bounty hunter" we just felt watching a movie out of sudden & so we did. Pamela made me left the movie even before it ended! #&^$&*@#$ ! :/
But the movie was HILARIOUS! :D

Ciao,

Friendship is Important to me.

2010-04-26T23:20:00.002+08:00

Feeling really bad, but just can't leave her all alone. I would regret all my life if something bad were to happen!

Good luck to all. :)

2010-04-26T20:05:00.003+08:00

1st day of examination cabbed to school & i was still late for school? :/
English is pretty easy, way more easier than my class test?! This is ridiculous. -.-
Tomorrow, chinesee let's flunk it. Lol. :/

Ciao, hope i pass?

2010-04-25T15:38:00.002+08:00

Darn it, there's something wrong with my new blog skin! I have been totally like repairing it for HOURS?! :/
Oh well, forget it, my eye are killing me! :/

Mommy & daddy have gone overseas, till this Wednesday. The day where I'm going to take off my braces, oh man look i have to go there myself. Hmph, feeling so pathetic !

Ciao, exams officially starts tomorrow, oh god just hope i would just pass?

How i wish i could be back by your side. :/

2010-04-24T12:16:00.001+08:00

Braces off in 4days time but exams in 2 days time.

2010-04-24T00:29:00.001+08:00

Oh holy shit! :/

2010-04-23T17:19:00.001+08:00

Oh ya,

Happy 1 Year Anniversary to HuiQin & Darren. :D

Wants them to last longer even more as i wasn't able too.

Dear hair & nails, hi can you all grow a little faster? Thank you! :/

2010-04-23T17:12:00.001+08:00

Had a really hard time doing my art piece during art! I don't even know how to shade it with charcoal, Ms Rokia just taught us how to draw / shade some parts of it only! &^$&*^$$% I don't know how to draw it! -.-
School school, lunch & home. Pathetic much? :/

Just can't stop thinking. :(

Ciao,

Imissyourhug,smile& everything! But i don't think you even care. :(

Bad hair day!

2010-04-22T17:06:00.001+08:00

Had a horrible hair cut! I can't tie my hair or i would look like nerd/ small kid. Gross much! :/
Heard from my friend about a shocking new ! Oh my fucking god, i chose to not believe it. Ridiculous!

Ciao,

Trying to move on with life.

2010-04-21T16:43:00.001+08:00

School, school, school. I'm kinda sick & tired of it already. Going to school seems kinda like wasting my time? I Hardly understand almost all of my teachers are saying?! & i have been a pretty good girl going home straight after school. Lesson, lesson, lessons, today i had Chinese listening thing? Hope i would pass it. :)
After school once again i have got freaking hell maths remedial wasting my time? & waste of my MONEY taking a cab home again?! The sky seems to be wanting to rain but it didn't rain, wasted my money ! Damn you sky & damn global warming! -.-

Ciao, study, study, study. I hate you, examinations!
Forget foreget forget, can i just forget YOU! Damn you, damn you & damn you! _|_

2010-04-19T18:40:00.003+08:00

School-ed, & holy shit i had my 2.4 today but gratefully i passed it! hohoho! :D
Spent of my time listening to my teachers while they teach. :)
After school express maths remedial until 3 then took taxi home, it's a really tiring day! Then 1st brother kept asking me to go out with him & cousin, Jianann & so well i did once again cabbed to Golden mile to eat Thai food, yummy! Walked around there & some Thai food then cabbed home again. & now home sweet home. :D

Why must earth be polluted with hopeless, lifeless bitches/bastards? Can't they be sweet & nice?
Hell with those hopeless dudes! Hell with all them! They sure do disguise me. _|_

Ciao, off to iron my brother's stupid fireman uniform, bringing me out have got motive! -.-

2010-04-17T22:46:00.001+08:00

When out with my mother, brother & Jiejie jessamine in the afternoon to buy the school bag i wanted, bought the bag from of the branch in shaw house & brother bought pants. After that accompanied my pig brother to FarEast for his shoes, but sadly didn't have is size! Bought food from the basement of FarEast then called mommy to fetch us then headed off to AngMoKio to buy our dinner then headed home. & today will be the 1st official day of this year where i would really study for my exams & for this year no more being so lazy & stuffs. & most of all put of nonsensical thinking a side from now on, no point thinking of it anyway. It's not like i could go back in time or anything. :)

Ciao, back to studying & back to reality . :)

2010-04-16T22:47:00.002+08:00

Can't take tolerate any longer. :/

2010-04-16T16:49:00.000+08:00

As per normal went to school & also as per normal to be hell bored.
Slacked awhile then went home.

Cherish things while it last.

2010-04-15T16:42:00.001+08:00

School today as for usual, lessons lessons & lesson then school ends. When to meet my buddies at Shop&Save 's coffee shop & ate our lunch. And went for library duty. :)

Finally realised that my friends are all leaving this school in like a few months times, which totally made me realise like how am i suppose to survive for the next 2 years without them? School life in the normal academic stream is distressing, i totally can't catch up with my express maths. I wish i could drop the subject? Physics, i hasn't been really listening in class since the start of school? I hardly understand a thing! Chinese, this is like my weakest subject & i seriously doesn't have any interest in it. Luckily i passed my Chinese test i had yesterday, but i was a just passed. 26/50 but look at the bright at least i passed? Examination are like just in 20 days time & but i hasn't started studying . I just don't seem to have to mood to study at all? Would i totally be able to finish my secondary life? Or would even be able to pass my examinations this year? Life could be so stressful at times! Why can't life ever be simple & awesome?

Regretted about it a lot. :/

Ciao, back to library duties.

2010-04-12T19:02:00.000+08:00

Well i shall continue blogging then, after english headed back to class for my extra maths lesson had our test finished it & headed off with my friends to Bishan & had our lunch at Pasta Mania, Carbonara ! Yummy! >:)
Walked around then headed home & once i got home just now my 1st brother asked me to follow him out to repair the computer! Darn! Well no choice i wanted to use the laptop. :/

My 1st brother told me something just now in the taxi but will i don't think that concerns me anymore? Like why should i care when even others don't ?

Great news, daddy is heading for overseas tomorrow & mommy promised to buy me the bag i want when daddy heads off to overseas means i'm gonna get my bag so soon! But the sad of daddy going overseas is that he would bring the laptop along with him & which meant that i wouldn't be able to use the computer! :(
Oh well, here comes my new bag & off the lappy goes! Why can't i have it both? :(

2010-04-12T13:20:00.000+08:00

School as usual but i overslept meant that i was totally late for school, i thought i would get in-house-suspension but weirdly i didn't! Ran 4 round around the basketball court. After that i was asked to led the whole late comer to say the national anthem & fuck i told Mr Teng i didn't know how to say. I stopped and stared at him thinking what's the next line. -.-

Happy Birthday to Felcia!

May all your wishes come true! :)

Continue blogging later, ciao! :D

2010-04-11T02:05:00.000+08:00

Kinda glad that i left the party early just now. :)

2010-04-10T12:51:00.001+08:00

Going out to Ang Mo Kio to pick up stuffs later then meet Pooja at Hougang Mall to buy present & off to Cathrinna's birthday party later on! Luckily i wouldn't have to stay at home for the whole day, i would be hell darn bored! :/

2010-04-09T21:26:00.000+08:00

Yes, finally my mom agreed on buying me the school bag that i have been wanting for a long time! I totally don't mind buying that bag & use it for 3 years! If i only use it for a year my mom would kill me! :/

2010-04-09T21:13:00.000+08:00

As always when to school, did my art till my hands wanna crack.
After school, when out with Jiaen & Joanne to watch "How To Train The Dragon"! It's a really awesome show, the dragon, toothless is way adorable! It copied the boy on smiling! After the movie we had our lunch at Suki Sushi! :)

Jiaen's

Joanne's

Zihui's