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Wednesday, April 29, 2009 at 3:51 PM.
I'm Depressed! Why? I have no ideal either! Lol. :O
Ever since i went to the NA i really hate studying a lot, seriously.
It's ain't the same as in the past, in the past i didn't to study well because I'm to lazy & my teachers sucks! :O But now i seriously hate studying a lot. I wish school well just end faster or even better "quit school". But on the bright side i well have a great future if i studies hard but i don't have any mood to study at all.
I don't know what is wrong with me i just simply hate studying a lot. ):
But well no choice but to only do one thing that is study hard & have a bright future. ):
Well i don't want to enjoy now & suffer in the future you know! :O
My friends today went for their EBS trip at a hotel which i don't know what's the name is. -.-
Felt so darn left out! I can't go thanks to my father for forcing me to go to the NA!
Late for school today. But on the bright side that its good that i was late for today, i got to see my friends & boyfriend before they leave! Ha! :D School without of them today sucks seriously! ):
After my mother fetch me home. (:
I felt like I'm depressed for the past few days/weeks. I don't know why either. -.-
The feeling is like i want to cry out loud. Why i don't know either. ):
M maybe i got "depression"? Lol. That's totally impossible for me to get depression. :D
I seriously think that i will have a break down for sure! ): & in to the Mental Hospital i go. Ha! :DI don't think things would get better at all but only for the worst. ):I feel like banging the wall hard till i bleed & die or maybe stab myself with a knife, seriously ! :OI don't seems to find the point of living in the world? It feels like i don't give a damn in living anymore. ):
Maybe i'm just thinking too much about it, but it seems true that what I'm thinking about. ):
Bye bloggy! :D