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Sunday, September 14, 2008 at 8:10 PM.
Why is life for me getting worse and more worse each day?
Where did all the fun and laughter go which used to have every single day?
I really can't take everything anymore! Why is everybody giving me so much pressure?!
What the hell is wrong with my parent?! They are pushing me way to far i can't take any of this pressure anymore! My parent and my brothers do they really want me make me run away from this home never return back here than they are happy?! Why so many problems occur on me all at the same time?! All this problems are driving me nuts,i can't catch my breath anymore!
I wish i could climb a HDB way up high and from there just jump all the way and end my life just like this? Why is my father treating me so badly this days?! Like i have done things that are wrong but i did not do anything wrong at all! Why does he treat my brothers way better then the way he is treating me?! This isn't fair at all! Daddy what the heck are you thinking in your brain?!Why do you look down on me?! Tse Xiong, he is also in the same stream as me what but why do you treat him better than me? What he wants to do you encourage him but you nevver encourage me at all. Do you think you are treating me fairly?! I don't think so, you are making me think that as if i'm not your daughter at all. You make me think that as if you hate me a lot!
Its like only my friends understands me but not my family. Even my friends their family members treats them way much more better than the way you treat me! You are so unfair i hate you like hell. You never forced my brothers in doing anything but why do you like to force me in doing things giving me so much pressures. You are making me hate you more as day by day goes past. I hasn't had any fun in this fews years already. You always like to give lanjiao bin for what like i everyday got give you lanjiao bin like that! I simply hate you lahs father! I think your the worst father in the world! If you hate me so much in the first place what for you even ask mummy to born me out? Why don't you just simply abort me isn't it much more easier?!
You really makes me feel like leaving this fucking home not coming here forever. Nobody knows how i felt at all only my friends know!
I really can't take it anymore! I don't wish to wear a mask in front of you guys as if i'm really happy at all. I never felt happy lahs! I'm just acting like as if i'm happy. Why don't you all know of i feel inside of me?! Why do you guys makes me feel hatred in me not happiness in me.
One day you all will comfirm makes me go KISIAO already!
Where did all the fun and laughter go which used to have every single day?
I really can't take everything anymore! Why is everybody giving me so much pressure?!
What the hell is wrong with my parent?! They are pushing me way to far i can't take any of this pressure anymore! My parent and my brothers do they really want me make me run away from this home never return back here than they are happy?! Why so many problems occur on me all at the same time?! All this problems are driving me nuts,i can't catch my breath anymore!
I wish i could climb a HDB way up high and from there just jump all the way and end my life just like this? Why is my father treating me so badly this days?! Like i have done things that are wrong but i did not do anything wrong at all! Why does he treat my brothers way better then the way he is treating me?! This isn't fair at all! Daddy what the heck are you thinking in your brain?!Why do you look down on me?! Tse Xiong, he is also in the same stream as me what but why do you treat him better than me? What he wants to do you encourage him but you nevver encourage me at all. Do you think you are treating me fairly?! I don't think so, you are making me think that as if i'm not your daughter at all. You make me think that as if you hate me a lot!
Its like only my friends understands me but not my family. Even my friends their family members treats them way much more better than the way you treat me! You are so unfair i hate you like hell. You never forced my brothers in doing anything but why do you like to force me in doing things giving me so much pressures. You are making me hate you more as day by day goes past. I hasn't had any fun in this fews years already. You always like to give lanjiao bin for what like i everyday got give you lanjiao bin like that! I simply hate you lahs father! I think your the worst father in the world! If you hate me so much in the first place what for you even ask mummy to born me out? Why don't you just simply abort me isn't it much more easier?!
You really makes me feel like leaving this fucking home not coming here forever. Nobody knows how i felt at all only my friends know!
I really can't take it anymore! I don't wish to wear a mask in front of you guys as if i'm really happy at all. I never felt happy lahs! I'm just acting like as if i'm happy. Why don't you all know of i feel inside of me?! Why do you guys makes me feel hatred in me not happiness in me.
One day you all will comfirm makes me go KISIAO already!
Labels: I can't take it anymore lahs.